QAin't Love Grand....Uh, no its not..................

 One thing that I can say abouyt me that hasn’t changed since colege is how easily I fall. I mean really, it’s simply pathetic. A guy can give me one warm delightful smile and I’m done! Cooked like a Thanksgiving Turkey ready to serve. Of course, my readers I do not want you to think I’m like tghose movie college girls who fall in bed with anyoone, beause that’s just grossn and I don’t do that. No offense, don;’t want to judeg anyone, but that’s just how I feel. So when I say easy know that I mean I fall for a guy easily not into his bed, thank you. Anyway, yes so I fall easily and I think it is a horrible habit. The worst part of it is that its like a slow build up. First, I’ll just think about him occasionaly here and there. Than, he’ll shoot me another smile and my heart starts toflutter. Before you know it I’m sighing when he walks by…….like literally sighing. No joke. Sometimes I feel like one of those swooning women in those black in white movie who fall for the hot hero guy only to have their hearts broken in the end when he goes off to fight in the war and dies. I know…….I’m tragic. Finally, my head is so polluted with thoughts of affection and love that I become brazen in my actions. No, I don’t start stalking him or naything like that. I do little things like spend just a bit more time talking with him than anyone else, accidentally let my foot brush against his, like everyhting on his fb page…….okay maybe not the last what but the point is I start to show my affections and when he doesn’t respond back in the way I hoped ( which he never does) I’m left feeling worst than a sack of potatoes. Yeah, I feel less like a sack of potatoes and more like a sack of shit! that’s the exact description…aw my love life….is what I have even a love life though? Like really, can anyone call pathetically swooning over men a liove life? No, I don’t think they can. Well, to sum this all up, UI’ll probablky end up heart bvroken again, but despit this fact I never can stop myself from falling. Next blog I’ll update you on the exact deatils of my current situationa nd the outcome. Until then my readers, avoi!